Please God , Look at me!

Hey God,

I'm sorry for being sinner,
i tried to be a good person but you know i'm not an angel.
Maybe everything i've done is not good enough yet... but you know i'm trying...

Things i dont understand,..everytime i ask and pray to You,
seemslike You're joking with my life..............
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!
I ask an apple , an apple You gave me but a worm with in.

You know i only ask simple request, but why it never happens to me?
Am i that bad in Your great eyes?
i just wanna make my parents happy and proud of me.

Things never easy for me yet you don't help!

I'M very very Sorry , that i complain about Your authority , Your greatness

i just tell You what i feel ,
That's all

XOXO